A girl on a journey to understand and help others...except she's a slut. Typically reblogs things she find aesthetically pleasing. Hopes you enjoy.


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IT’S OKAY TO THINK ABOUT THINGS AT LEAST SO IT’S GOOD YOU HAVE SOME THINGS IN MIND. PEER PRESSURE SUCKS BUT EVERYONE GETTING MARRIED RIGHT AFTER COLLEGE, THEY AREN’T GOING TO HAVE MUCH FREEDOM AT ALL. REMEMBER FREEDOM.

THANKS! I NEEDED REASSURANCE.

I REMEMBER FREEDOM! I LIVE IN AMERICA!

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No, I don’t currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner.

No, I have never (seriously) been asked to marry someone else.

But I do care if this sounds selfish.

I’m planning something that is supposed to be a union between two people…so shouldn’t I wait to meet them before I decide everything?

I want a corset wedding dress with cap sleeves and tiger lilies in a bouquet with wedding colors of black and green at an outdoor venue in the fall so the leaves can contrast and Jones soda wedding favors as well as a mix CD playlist with candles. Also my wedding cake should have vintage patterns. I want a lot of conflicting styles and colors.


I think this has surged because of seeing so many people I knew from high-school getting married and posting their pictures on Facebook…I’m not immune to insecurities, I guess I never will be. It’s weird to think of people I used to hang out with at lunch or gym class being married. I don’t really know what to do with all these feelings.

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Honestly, I was impressed. I have the highly unpopular opinion of finding “Looking for Alaska” to be completely overrated (I can’t honestly explain why, save for the fact that I don’t think Alaska was a girl I could truly respect [which I know is extremely unfair given the fact that she was a) not a real person ergo not a reason to dislike the book as a whole and b) clearly had a lot of inner turmoil, with which I can empathize]).

John Green isn’t a life-changing author to me, and I have come to realize that’s perfectly fine. He helps me understand my life as it is, and accept it at face value. Something I have neglected for far too long.

I also had the pleasure of discovering a notecard in the book I bought from someone named Sara telling me to go and check out John’s and Hank’s vlog to become a nerdfighter. This was fantastic. To feel such a connection through books and characters; like Miles, who obsessed over last words, and Colin, who loved anagrams, that you reached out to others. I enjoy seeing these notes encouraging a person’s reading habits versus telling a person to go read something else (a long ago post where someone left a note in one of the Twilight books, that told the person to put it down and read John Green’s “Looking for Alaska”. RUDE!).

In the past two weeks I have finished the last book in Stieg Larsson’s Millenium series (The Girl who Kicked the Hornet’s Nest) and the fifth book in Cassandra Clare’s The Mortal Instruments series (City of Lost Souls). All together approximately 1500 pages. Nothing truly life-changing, but I am slowly accepting that (although fairly boring) I really enjoy my life right now, especially getting the chance to read.

Just thought I’d check in, and let you all know I’m doing well :]

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and I am really relieved I was able to do so just now.

This guy just tried to sell me magazine subscriptions, but last time I did that to help others it was over $90. I can’t afford that. I am glad I was able to tell him no and close the door. I just feel so awful seeing a person’s face fall when I tell them I can’t do anything for them (supposedly these subscriptions were going to fund his college tuition).

At the same time; I feel so angry that they go door to door in a college town, where none of us have money to spare, and try to guilt us into helping them.

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Sooo, I got President’s List again, three A’s and one A-. My term GPA is a 3.9 and my overall GPA went from 3.41 to 3.46…

HOW??? How is that not enough for a 3.5?

I am so mad that I screwed myself over my first two years of college with grades. Now I can’t get Cum Laude unless I literally get a 4.0 my last semester.

I know intelligence isn’t actually correlated with grades or GPA, but to be honest I feel so stupid all the time in college, I do. I feel like everyone else is leaps and bounds ahead of me. I don’t think I deserve these A’s that I am getting.

I guess I have to bear down next semester and do my best…

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Over 100 students streaking to cross it off of the “Unspoken List of Things to do Before you Graduate”.

Naked people, naked people everywhere!

It was like a naked zombie apocalypse

Which got me thinking, what would happen if the zombie apocalypse consisted of a lot of really hot naked people running at you?

In case you couldn’t tell, this is a serious question. Message me answers :]

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When people start to go on and on about how unique and unpredictable they are and how that’s what makes them so special.

I get it already! Just please be quiet. They would be even more unpredictable if they didn’t broadcast how unpredictable they were on such a regular basis.

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when I hit a snag with schoolwork.

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My big mouth gets me in a lot of trouble. Even though it wasn’t my fault, I still feel bad.

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